It's all about this.....
and this.....
...and definitely this....
....he is the thing that matters most. He is what makes my world spin. In a short 3 months Wes has completely changed who I am and what is important. So why am I second guessing myself. I have arrived at a crossroads...a fork in the road that may just map out the next few chapters of my life. I have been given a choice to stay home with my little man, and pursue other things...again WHY am I second guessing myself? My decision has been made, I think it was made the second I heard the news, I guess I'm just trying to talk out the guilt....but wouldn't I feel even more guilt if I spent everyday away from that 16 pound bundle of love?
okay...okay...thats enough seriousness for tonight I don't think I can spend another minute thinking of it...so lets move onto to something fun ....like spit up!
The alimentum has been started and although the spit up is DEFINITELY less, the stink factor has increased by ten! And coincidence or not.... he was up at 3am and he would not go to bed tonight. I really hope its just a wacky coincidence because if this smelly stuff works we get it for free! Yep thats right not only an answer to our vomit stopping prayers, but an answer to our empty pocketbook! Dr. Ben says give it a few days....so when have I given it the good ole try before I run to the office and wave that prescription pad in front of his face? 2 days... 3 days....seriously when you go through a $22 jar of formula every 4 days that little pad of paper containing completely illegible handwriting may as well be a winning lottery ticket! Stay tuned....
xoxo
Erin
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